My life thus far……
Yes, it has been a while! I never realized how busy I was until a friend informed me that I needed to write more. So, I am going to write more, starting today. I tried to do this write a blog a day thing but it never really worked out. WHATEVA!
So, now its Dec and alot of things have changed. Well, not alot, more mental then physical. My last summer with the outdoor drama company made me realize alot of things about myself and growing up. Its hard being an adult, especially an adult with bills and living on your own. I hated those people who’s parents paid for everything, there cars, apartemtns,food, whatever it may be. But, then I realized that I was the one who is fortunate. They will never have the satisfaction of knowing how if feels to pay a bill and know that you worked your ass off to pay that bill. Not mommy and daddy. To buy clothes and food, knowing the money your spending was not given to you just because.
The older I get the harder it is to work with anyone under the age of 30, well not anyone, just most. Not in the actual profession that i am in , but in my side jobs like serving and retail. I am not one to be bossy(ha-ha) but I think the trend now is to not think of the entire consequence of an action before you do it, and then complain about it after you have done it and something stupid has come of it. I know that people have different ways of dealing with things either good or bad, but to go to work, where other people depend on you to pull your weight and be under the influence of something is wrong. Not anymore, but a while back, I had to deal with this almost every time I worked, and did not know how. Co-workers coming in sloppy and high or doped up from some pill, and it was hard, very hard. I think I have learned that if this person or people feel like they need to do this, then so be it. BUT, I am not the one to pull your slack and be your helping hand. The other people have a hard enough time doing there job, let alone add your problems onto it. If you feel like you can’t come to work without being on something, well then maybe you need to get another job. Life is hard already! Not a bad hard, just hard. (Woah that seemed like some pint up anger somewhere!)
——This is just the beginning!!
I have come to realize that life IS really what you make of it. You do only live once. I’m not saying goo out there and go skiing and ski-diving. What I am saying is its YOUR life and if you want to be happy, YOU have to make yourself happy. No one else can! People say life is short, but its not. Life is short for people who die early(which technically is out of our control), but anyway, life is long and can be truely amazing. You have to remember that once a moment is gone you can’t get it back- so why not make the best of it! —I was going to write more but I changed my mind-ENJOY!
So, now its Dec and alot of things have changed. Well, not alot, more mental then physical. My last summer with the outdoor drama company made me realize alot of things about myself and growing up. Its hard being an adult, especially an adult with bills and living on your own. I hated those people who’s parents paid for everything, there cars, apartemtns,food, whatever it may be. But, then I realized that I was the one who is fortunate. They will never have the satisfaction of knowing how if feels to pay a bill and know that you worked your ass off to pay that bill. Not mommy and daddy. To buy clothes and food, knowing the money your spending was not given to you just because.
The older I get the harder it is to work with anyone under the age of 30, well not anyone, just most. Not in the actual profession that i am in , but in my side jobs like serving and retail. I am not one to be bossy(ha-ha) but I think the trend now is to not think of the entire consequence of an action before you do it, and then complain about it after you have done it and something stupid has come of it. I know that people have different ways of dealing with things either good or bad, but to go to work, where other people depend on you to pull your weight and be under the influence of something is wrong. Not anymore, but a while back, I had to deal with this almost every time I worked, and did not know how. Co-workers coming in sloppy and high or doped up from some pill, and it was hard, very hard. I think I have learned that if this person or people feel like they need to do this, then so be it. BUT, I am not the one to pull your slack and be your helping hand. The other people have a hard enough time doing there job, let alone add your problems onto it. If you feel like you can’t come to work without being on something, well then maybe you need to get another job. Life is hard already! Not a bad hard, just hard. (Woah that seemed like some pint up anger somewhere!)
——This is just the beginning!!
I have come to realize that life IS really what you make of it. You do only live once. I’m not saying goo out there and go skiing and ski-diving. What I am saying is its YOUR life and if you want to be happy, YOU have to make yourself happy. No one else can! People say life is short, but its not. Life is short for people who die early(which technically is out of our control), but anyway, life is long and can be truely amazing. You have to remember that once a moment is gone you can’t get it back- so why not make the best of it! —I was going to write more but I changed my mind-ENJOY!
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